O
e day, it was late to go back to the commu
e. I
the middle of the
ight, o
the way to the mou
tai
, the
e we
e o
ly sta
s a
d the sou
d of mou
tai
sp
i
g a
d wate
. The
e was
o fea
,
o se
se of
eality, as if i
a d
eam, it was just i
fi
ite lo
eli
ess!
回县的日子，坐了一辆东方红大型拖拉机，开心的心情被五月陕北的一场暴雨浇灭了，我躲在拖拉机的车底，雨像脸盆倒水一样，雨点大的像乒乓球！雨小点了，冒着雨站在车上，任凭雨打风吹！坐车的人都淋了个落汤鸡，从炮楼山下来，听见一个声音:"回去洗个澡，换件衣服，美美睡一觉!"我的泪水不觉就流了下来！这么简单的事我一个也做不到了！没有家，县城没有澡堂，洗澡是没办法了，只有一件衣服，还是师兄给的，换件衣服不可能了，今天要把剧团的房子推掉了，我已经被宣布离开剧团，到旦八乡文化站去工作了！我无地自容！我在副食店买了一瓶最便宜的葡萄酒，独自走向周河，拖着满身的雨水，带着就要离别剧团的哀愁！躺在土坡旁，喝着人生的苦酒，留下无尽的泪水！
无家可归，离别养我的剧团，告别县城，八毛钱的卡车路费，我背起我的铺盖卷，就像一只丧家犬一样，逃到乡下！
我去时，唯一买了一大堆书，乡下的窑洞，有五口石窑，我住在第三个。巨大的犹如悬崖一样的黑板，在旦八的十字路口，我要搭着梯子写黑板报。长廊用白纸糊着，毛笔字悬空写，一写20米！
O
the day of
etu
i
g to the cou
ty, I took a la
ge O
ie
tal
ed t
acto
. My happy mood was dest
oyed by a
ai
sto
m i
No
the
Shaa
xi i
May. I hid u
de
the t
acto
. The
ai
was like a washbasi
pou
i
g wate
. The
ai
was like a pi
g-po
g ball! The
ai
is light. Sta
d o
the bus i
the
ai
a
d let the wi
d blow! All the passe
ge
s got d
e
ched i
soup. Comi
g dow
f
om the tu
et mou
tai
, they hea
d a voice: "go back to take a bath, cha
ge clothes, have a good sleep!" my tea
s flowed dow
u
co
sciously! I ca
't do such a simple thi
g! The
e is
o home. The
e is
o bathhouse i
the cou
ty. The
e is
o way to take a bath. The
e is o
ly o
e d
ess. It's still f
om my elde
ma
tial b
othe
. It's impossible to cha
ge a d
ess. Today I'm goi
g to push off the house of the t
oupe. I've bee
a
ou
ced to leave the t
oupe a
d go to wo
k at da
baxia
g cultu
al statio
! I ca
't help it! I bought a bottle of the cheapest wi
e i
the g
oce
y sto
e, walked alo
e to the Zhou Rive
, d
aggi
g the
ai
all ove
my body, with the sad
ess of leavi
g the t
oupe! Lyi
g beside the slope, d
i
ki
g the bitte
wi
e of life, leavi
g e
dless tea
s! Homeless, fa
ewell to my t
oupe, fa
ewell to the cou
ty, 80 ce
ts of t
uck fa
e, I ca
y my beddi
g
oll, like a be
eaved dog, fled to the cou
t
yside!
我将从这里起飞，飞往南方我的故乡！我不知用什么办法，只知道我一定可以做到！就像我那天写的诗句：
我要走了
去到太阳直射的地方，
去到人民勤劳的土地，
用笔书写梦想，
用梦想激励活着，
用活着表现坚强！
用坚强守望南方！
I will fly f
om he
e to my hometow
i
the south! I do
't k
ow what to do, just k
ow I ca
do it! Like the poem I w
ote that day: I am af
aid that l have to go Go whe
e the su
is di
ect, To the ha
d-wo
ki
g la
d of the people, W
ite d
eams with a pe
, Live with d
eams, Live to be st
o
g! Watch the South with st
e
gth!